can she just get an award or something
this never gets old
Rare Display of Confidence
On Wednesday i had my first date in like nearly 2 years. Leading up to the date i was ok, but then an hour before meet up i was a nervous wreck. I was waiting for her outside, 10 minutes later i got that fear of dread run through my body, and then i saw her, big smile on her face. We say an awkward hello, and then i felt all negative energy drain away from my body and for once n a long time i as feeling confident, like i could take on the whole world. Now i find dating really hard, the lead up to it, the rules you should or should not follow when on said date, its all a bit crazy. But the beauty of this date was there was no complications, no chasing, no worrying about each other texting each other, it was as simple as i like it to be. I really enjoyed the date and it felt like a date, dinner in the early evening, then a film (Lego Movie, amazing) then a drink in a quaint country pub. Tee night ended with us chatting about meeting up again, and then something i never thought i would do, and that was go in for a kiss, and it paid off, we shared a really nice end of date kiss, the kiss i think we both wanted. So all in all a good start im seeing her in just over an hour for lunch, which im super excited about. How she makes me feel is one of the reasons why i started my singles blog, its not for everyone but having a partner or having someone that really wants to be with you is massive confidence boost. And on my blog i have matched up a couple already, and that gives me a good feeling inside.So yeah im loving myself at the moment and not hating myself, Its a nice feeling.
This song is my jam. By actual tumblr user Ace Wilder
Prepare for another mouth-watering episode, Friday at 10/9c.